sour milk
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LEGACY EDITION: NO LONGER SUPPORTED.
NONE OF THIS IS REAL.
∞ stories. 248 pages.
incesticide: a girl finds something awful in her daddy's closet
full moon fever: two girls go to a show and take a life
downward is heavenward: a couple in a grunge band spend Christmas together
thank your lucky stars: you're on the other side
new bermuda: a painting gives a girl weird visions
dirty mind: a girl gets high at the local cemetery & hooks up with a stranger
last splash: Natalie's exes invite her to a killer party
my body, the hand grenade: destroy everything you touch. the end
FFO: erotic horror, sucking cock, weed, Bible Black, grindcore, Gregg Araki, new French extremity, bad trips, slasher movies, sodomy, Tony Hawk's Underground 2, emo, giallo, Fight Club, death metal, Dennis Cooper, DMT
RATED M FOR MATURE (18+). CONTAINS DISTURBING AND POTENTIALLY UPSETTING MATERIAL.
Content Warning:
ableism, abuse, addiction, alcohol, anxiety, apocalypse, assassination, blasphemy, blood, bullying, car accidents, childhood sexual abuse, cults, cutting, death, deception, depersonalization, depression, derealization, dismemberment, disordered eating, domestic / child abuse, drug use / abuse, dysphoria, explicit language / slurs, evil, fire, fraud, gaslighting, gore, guns, homophobia, hypnotism, incest, internalized transmisogyny / transphobia, kink, knives, lobotomy, libel, lies, mental illness, misogyny, murder, necrophilia non-consensual photography, pornography, police (all cops are bastards. the only good cop is a dead cop.), pornography, rape, religion, self-harm, sex, sexual assault, suicide, terfs (same as cops), theft, torture, transmisogyny, transphobia, violence, vomit
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This book feels like a tiger in a cage and the tiger is tearing apart the cage and I am its meal and it's eating me
It's a really good book! My favourite story was incesticide, it's the best one of all and is a great lead into the rest of this book. 10/10, I am making a physical copy of this thing
"downward is heavenward" is somehow one of the funniest sweetest things i've read. the whole collection is really overwhelming - which i mean neutrally, neither as an insult or a compliment, it just sort of is? - so something about the natural born killers looney tunes rampaging of "downwards" just came through crystal clear in comparison to the stories before it. made me laugh out loud and send screenshots of my favourite parts on discord! i just loved that one a lot!
all over, even if it sometimes left me confused or wanting - also neutral, i don't think it's bad for a book to make you want - it was a palate cleanser to just read something wildly honest and uninhibited. i'm glad people make art like this.
I love everything about this. I love how creative it is. I love how wild it is. I love how hot it is. All the stories are so unique, yet work together to shape a larger theme. my body, the hand grenade hit almost too close to home for me. This shit is fucked up, and I adore it.
wow, that's - a lot, but comforting? like emotional white noise, or because it's nice not to have to pretend there's such a thing as the inviolate. not to mention hot. but mostly, yeah, warm and fuzzy like blood is (it's 2am and i can't figure out how to express that in a framework that isn't just imitating it). thankyou